I just read over all my old posts, i have an exam this afternoon I'm procrastinating for.

Buuut anyways, I read them and it's incredible!

Incredible that I have never dealt with anything new, no new feelings, no new temptations, no new sins. The ways in which they have been expressed have changed of course, the people whom are involved have changed, the victories and defeats have also altered. But the core of my heart, the road I have always taken away from God has been the same.

This might seem depressing to some, for me however, it is encouraging to realize!





Blessed is the one
whose transgressions are forgiven,
whose sins are covered.
Blessed is the one
whose sin the LORD does not count against them
and in whose spirit is no deceit.

When I kept silent,
my bones wasted away
through my groaning all day long.
For day and night
your hand was heavy on me;
my strength was sapped
as in the heat of summer.

Then I acknowledged my sin to you
and did not cover up my iniquity.
I said, “I will confess
my transgressions to the LORD.”
And you forgave
the guilt of my sin.

Therefore let all the faithful pray to you
while you may be found;
surely the rising of the mighty waters
will not reach them.
You are my hiding place;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.

-Psalm 32:1-7